For who . . . nevermind. It doesn't really matter, like I said. I'm not out looking for anyone.

[I know you're not interested feels weird. Why? Maybe because it puts the decision there on him, when she's the one dating someone, and has never expressed any interest in Kadoc, and never would, right? That'd be insane. She has a boyfriend. A hot boyfriend, even Kadoc has to admit. They fuck! They're all lovey-dovey and it's obnoxious but also kinda cute! So it's weird that the first thing she'd come out with is that Kadoc isn't interested, right?

Even though he's not, of course. More to the point, he can't let himself dwell on whether he ever could be, for those reasons. What if he decided he was? That could only ever be masochism.]