[ It's something she's been mulling over, off and on, for a couple of days. Even if she doesn't begrudge it, it's still a bit of a weird feeling, to have been left twice in the same day by people ostensibly trying to take care of her. Just because she doesn't blame either of them doesn't mean she can't feel a way about it.
But Kadoc isn't trying to help her, is he? He's just--here. No matter how much he disparages that, it means something. ]
I'm just me, too. And it matters to me. You're--...
[ She sighs, squeezing the cup in her hands. ]
Out of everyone here, there's only two people who know what it's like. And Bedivere isn't--he doesn't remember much of anything that happened, after Camelot. I've told him, but it's not the same as living it, you know? Or being there.
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[ It's something she's been mulling over, off and on, for a couple of days. Even if she doesn't begrudge it, it's still a bit of a weird feeling, to have been left twice in the same day by people ostensibly trying to take care of her. Just because she doesn't blame either of them doesn't mean she can't feel a way about it.
But Kadoc isn't trying to help her, is he? He's just--here. No matter how much he disparages that, it means something. ]
I'm just me, too. And it matters to me. You're--...
[ She sighs, squeezing the cup in her hands. ]
Out of everyone here, there's only two people who know what it's like. And Bedivere isn't--he doesn't remember much of anything that happened, after Camelot. I've told him, but it's not the same as living it, you know? Or being there.