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Ritsuka Fujimaru | 藤丸 立香
19(?) / F / Who knows!!

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[impostorsyndrome]

You worried you're gonna find him bent over me or something?

[OCCASIONALLY IT ENDS UP LIKE THIS, with him resorting to dipping into crudeness when he's not sure how else to handle this kind of situation,]

He's got better taste in lovers than that.

[fujimaru]

[ She snorts, giving him a (very gentle) shove. ]

Are we sure about that? He's got a pretty broad strike zone. I'm pretty sure you'd fall in it.

[ The crude jokes are one thing, but she's still kind of sidestepping the issue of "my boyfriend has a boyfriend, and he has compared you to him." Hm. ]

[impostorsyndrome]

Why— . . .

[Oh wait, yeah, he knows why. He lets out a huffing little snort himself.]

Akechi's got something I don't. He's also hot. Conventionally.

[fujimaru]

I'm pretty sure that Akira-kun goes for personality over looks.

[ There is an opportunity, there, for her to make the joke and that's why he's dating me! but she does not take it. She thinks about it very hard, though, and it's probably obvious in her silence--but she doesn't do it. Please praise her. ]

I really don't think you're as bad as you keep saying you are, too.

[impostorsyndrome]

I'm not trying to convince you I'm hideous, but you've seen Akechi. Anyway, not the point.

[HE NOTICED. He noticed and he is praising her inside himself. She tried hard,]

[fujimaru]

Yeah, I've seen him. So? I'd pick you over him.

[ He's a jaded bitter antisocial ex-antagonist with an inferiority streak a Lostbelt wide, but he's "hers." ]

[impostorsyndrome]

. . . I have no idea how to respond to that.

[OTHER THAN BY BLUSHING!

Not in a bad way, either; he looks embarrassed, not annoyed, covering his face with one hand. The truth is, it'd be easier to respond to this if he thought she were lying or making the wrong call there, because he's used to self-deprecating. But in this case? Kadoc likes Akechi, but he's very, Akechi,,,]

[fujimaru]

[ That boy is an Avenger, and even if that type takes wearing down to win over, it also means that Ritsuka also needs wearing down and winning over, even if she requires less of it. ]

Just accept it, and don't argue with me.

[impostorsyndrome]

Ugghh.

[AND SO HE DOES. He's not arguing it! He has no choice but to accept it! Her saying she'd pick him . . . it's . . . something,]

[fujimaru]

[ She laughs a little at that, not unkindly, bumping her arm against his. ]

Sorry, but I'm not sorry. Are you okay?

[impostorsyndrome]

I think I'll live.

You and he would make a terrible couple. You're good with Kurusu, stick to that.

[There is just something not right about the thought of Akechi and Ritsuka! Whatever it is, he's sure of that.]

[fujimaru]

[ A surprised laugh escapes her, this time brighter and more involuntary. ]

I'd like to at least get along with him! If nothing else, it'd make things easier. But all I'm interested in is being his friend.

[ "So don't worry," but he isn't really. Right? ]

[impostorsyndrome]

Yeah, you seem like the kinda person who'll drag him into friendship kicking and screaming.

[Like she did to him! But he smiles at this. If anything, it's probably easier with Akechi, despite the shared boyfriend thing. They don't have a History.]

[fujimaru]

I mean, I'd rather not the kicking and screaming, but I'm not going to give up on being friends with the guy.

...But I still think I'd pick hanging out with you over him.

[impostorsyndrome]

. . . I like him and all, and I like Kurusu too, so don't tell them I said this. But even I might hang out with me over him. And that's saying a lot.

[fujimaru]

I think, in this really convoluted setup, the question is whether you'd rather hang out with me or Akira-kun.

[impostorsyndrome]

How did that get into it . . .

I like you both. I'm not even good at hanging out, so no need to fight it out over my bad company.

[fujimaru]

I'm not talking about it as a fight, I'm talking about what your choice would be. It's okay if you'd rather pick him. It won't hurt my feelings.

[impostorsyndrome]

I was kidding. See, this is why I'm no fun to hang out with. But I don't get why you'd want me to choose something like that anyway, even as a joke. I'm not saying that to spare your feelings.

[fujimaru]

'Cause it's a thought exercise kind of thing. Just a game. You know, "would you rather" or whatever it's called.

[ She swings her feet again, idle, looking down at her empty cup. ]

I guess I was just curious. Never mind.

[impostorsyndrome]

Yeah, but that game is usually really out there shit like "would you rather only be able to drink out of the toilet or only be able to eat food you stole?" Not picking a friend.

...You're just jealous I called him hot.

[HE IS TRYING...TO JOKE AGAIN...and nudges her. See, it's okay,]

[fujimaru]

[ It's okay! It's okay, she just feels a little weird for reasons she cannot identify, and she can laugh it off. ]

Why would I be jealous? It's true, he is.

[impostorsyndrome]

I'm just messing around. . . . Look, obviously, this is still weird and all, but I'm closer to you than I am to him, so I'd pick you. But I'd even hang out with you guys together if you promised not to be weird about it.

[Just don't like make out in front of him and it's all good, okay!]

[fujimaru]

I don't even know what your baseline for weird would even be. I don't know what mine is anymore, to be honest.

[ Kadoc, please, she's only brave enough to do anything super flirtatious when it's only the two of them, there's no way that would happen. ]

[impostorsyndrome]

Playing "would you rather" about your friends is weird. . . . Time and space travel? Totally normal.

[SHE'LL GET IT.]