"Forever, huh? Ha." Patxi seems almost amused by this, smiling the way a wolf might, mostly teeth. "I don't need that long. It's not like I got to see any of the stuff she told me about. ...But that's not a bad way of thinking about it."
It is how I like to think of it. It reassures me to believe it is that way. I have outlasted several worlds and I will outlast my own, but I remember them and I see how their effects linger on.
Patxi's ears pin back. "Yeah, well... the one thing I learned, before the end of things, was that strength wasn't really enough to make my world a viable one. So if you ask me? That's not really saying much."
He doesn't say anything for a moment, though the body language is still clearly uneasy--pinned ears, tail low, shoulders slumped--but after a moment, he nods.
"Good. Good--that's what ruined us. When we split off from proper human history and all, that's where we went wrong."
There's another long pause, and Patxi's eyes dart from Moon to the ruined first door, his ears pinning back further.
"What, didn't you know? That's where we are. It's not the kind of thing I really get much, myself, but... I guess it's like a plant. Sometimes, stuff grows that isn't gonna go anywhere. A dead end.
The worlds I have seen destroyed died in disasters. Meteors or the loss of their cores, or civilizations dead longer than their bones lasted. If yours was as part of a plant, who is pruning it?
"Who knows? Some higher power, probably." His tail is low, and vibrating; as he speaks, his lip keeps curling back from his teeth, though he is also making visible effort to calm that down.
"But we weren't supposed to be given a second chance. Our existence negates the 'proper' world... in the end, when we fought, we lost."
"Nah," he says. He's clearly uncomfortable about this, shaking his head.
"My world was... we forgot. We forgot anything about being strong, and being the strongest. All we cared about was beating everything and anything. Shit. It wasn't a world where kids could know anything about laughing without being afraid. It wasn't a viable world at all."
"Fujimaru, yeah." Patxi's ears lift just a little, though that's about the only even slight shift in his body language. "Dunno how the hell she managed. He was bigger than you. But still..."
He shakes his head. "I dunno anything about mages, or other worlds, or anything like that... I just know that if she's from somewhere where people still know how to smile, it's not a bad place to win over mine."
Welcome to the life of the protagonist of a fate/series,
Patxi's ears lift a little, pin again, and then he sighs.
"Not exactly," he says. He nods to the first broken door. "Wherever she went, she's on the side I can't follow. But even here, I've heard 'em complaining. Something about a temple...?"
"That guy?" Patxi's muzzle wrinkles, like he isn't sure whether he wants to snarl or not. "Probably. He doesn't seem to be real popular with most of the people who move around this place."
"Kings usually don't," Patxi says. It isn't sympathetic, but it's not without understanding. "So if he is building himself a throne, it'll be somewhere away from everyone else."
"I wouldn't recommend going through any of those doors," Patxi says. "But it's probably a shortcut. Fujimaru does stupid shit like that a lot, from what I've heard."
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
"Good. Good--that's what ruined us. When we split off from proper human history and all, that's where we went wrong."
no subject
[how picky can you be about what goes under the human catchall when you're talking to a wolfman tho]
But, excuse me— "split off?"
no subject
"What, didn't you know? That's where we are. It's not the kind of thing I really get much, myself, but... I guess it's like a plant. Sometimes, stuff grows that isn't gonna go anywhere. A dead end.
"That's what we were."
no subject
[Follows Patxi's gaze then glances back to him]
The worlds I have seen destroyed died in disasters. Meteors or the loss of their cores, or civilizations dead longer than their bones lasted. If yours was as part of a plant, who is pruning it?
no subject
"But we weren't supposed to be given a second chance. Our existence negates the 'proper' world... in the end, when we fought, we lost."
no subject
[folds his hands together, keeping his own body language inoffensive and meek]
But... You do not need me to tell you that. Thank you for your explanations. You have been very patient to speak to me about your loss.
no subject
"My world was... we forgot. We forgot anything about being strong, and being the strongest. All we cared about was beating everything and anything. Shit. It wasn't a world where kids could know anything about laughing without being afraid. It wasn't a viable world at all."
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
He shakes his head. "I dunno anything about mages, or other worlds, or anything like that... I just know that if she's from somewhere where people still know how to smile, it's not a bad place to win over mine."
no subject
[that sounds like she might have helped kill a world off though? hey? hey???]
...Where is Ritsuka now, Patxi? Do you know?
no subject
Patxi's ears lift a little, pin again, and then he sighs.
"Not exactly," he says. He nods to the first broken door. "Wherever she went, she's on the side I can't follow. But even here, I've heard 'em complaining. Something about a temple...?"
no subject
Before they were both made unconscious, Goetia was trying to make a throne. He could have one here.
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
[MUTTER]
If he is through a door like that, that will have few other people indeed.
no subject
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)