[open] (jenna marbles voice) no one can stop me

[fujimaru]

[[ I don't have a musebox because I only play one or two characters at a time and also thinking up usernames is hard. So let's call this an open post to function as a CMO for Ritsuka, such as people may want it. (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑ ]]

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[lifeban]

...I have no idea how to answer that.

[fujimaru]

You're going to have to, because if I'm hallucinating this I'm going to be so mad.

[lifeban]

You aren't. I'm really here.

[fujimaru]

[ there's like five more seconds where she just stares at him, like she's considering making some kind of joke to save face

and then she just faceplants into his chest and starts to cry in earnest, if mostly quiet about it. it's a very contained crying, at least. ]

[lifeban]

[holds her even tighter, stroking her hair. enjoy tiddy, of course. it is still good tiddy.]

[fujimaru]

[ IT'S STILL GOOD she'll appreciate it more in a couple of seconds ]

What am I supposed to do with you, huh... I was gonna make a speech and everything.

[ she was not ]

[lifeban]

A speech?

[fujimaru]

I was going to be really cool. Tell you what I really thought. Maybe I'd make you cry.

[ instead: it's this. ]

[lifeban]

...Mean.

[fujimaru]

That's right. I'm mean now.

[ she says, in a tiny mumbled voice ]

[lifeban]

A shame that I am nonetheless committed.

[fujimaru]

You did. So what're you gonna do to make it up to me?

[ she is trying so hard to sound properly snooty about it, but about halfway through the sentence her voice drops to a more embarrassed mumble. ]

[lifeban]

What would you like? Ritsuka.

[fujimaru]

[ wow Dan Heng with the metal bat asking the hard questions.

she freezes up for a few long seconds, then takes a deep breath. oh boy. oh boy oh heckie oh no. ]

W... will you come back with me? To Chaldea.

[lifeban]

That was the plan from the start.

[fujimaru]

[ she COULD shitpost about it. she could be a gremlin. but she is also more raw than she has been in a long time.

so instead, she takes a deep breath, grabbing awkwardly for both of his hands in his, and looks up at him with all of that on her face. ]

That's all I want, then. I want you to stay in Chaldea for however long you can.

oozes back in hewwo my work schedule is normal again lol

[lifeban]

[squeezing her hands, gently, looking at her with earnest eyes.]

I will. I want to.

❤❤❤❤❤❤

[fujimaru]

[ Dan Heng you could kill someone with a face like that.

but she does relax when he says that; her grip is still tight, but it's no longer clinging. the reassurance is enough. ]

No take-backs.

[ which is probably the right moment for her current party to crash the scene. who is the funniest person for Dan Heng to meet. probably at least one of the five thousand versions of Arturia in the mix. ]