[ ... he wishes he could offer. With all of his heart and soul--but the Seal needs that very soul to remain intact, and so there's only one place he can go after this. The yearning is palpable, but tempered by resignation to a different fate that he's already chosen. ]
... I understand.
[ softly, a little sadly, but with fondness. He can't be that for her, but... he can still hope that someday, someone will. He respects this about her, though--that she understands just how important it is that it's their choice. ]
For a choice that monumental... it'd have to be their choice. ... Maybe someone will surprise you, here.
[ She'd entertained the hope for maybe a day--but she knows better. It's not something that she can ask for, or resent if no one asks her in turn. There is a chance that she'll survive everything and succeed... but there's a greater chance that she won't. There are no expectations. ]
But if people remember me now and then, I'd be more than happy for that.
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Date: 2022-11-24 01:51 am (UTC)... I understand.
[ softly, a little sadly, but with fondness. He can't be that for her, but... he can still hope that someday, someone will. He respects this about her, though--that she understands just how important it is that it's their choice. ]
For a choice that monumental... it'd have to be their choice. ... Maybe someone will surprise you, here.
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Date: 2022-11-27 06:18 am (UTC)[ She'd entertained the hope for maybe a day--but she knows better. It's not something that she can ask for, or resent if no one asks her in turn. There is a chance that she'll survive everything and succeed... but there's a greater chance that she won't. There are no expectations. ]
But if people remember me now and then, I'd be more than happy for that.
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Date: 2022-11-28 07:18 pm (UTC)[ for whatever consciousness he's allowed. In a way, he thinks that means she'll be remembered for a very, very long time. ]
You're way too Ritsuka to forget.
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Date: 2022-11-29 03:03 am (UTC)[ She laughs aoutright at that, giving him a little nudge with her elbow. ]
It's not like I'm the same as any other Ritsuka out there! Even the spelling's different from the most standard.
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Date: 2022-11-29 03:47 am (UTC)[ a solemn nod, even though he takes the elbow without trying to dodge. ]
You're so aggressively yourself that now... there will always be things that make me go "Ah, that's just like Ritsuka", you know?
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Date: 2022-11-30 06:32 pm (UTC)[ She elbows him again, then just leaves her arm there, because what else is she supposed to do? ]
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Date: 2022-11-30 06:43 pm (UTC)You are. You're impressive in a way only you can be.
[ since her arm is there, he'll go ahead and just link their arms at the elbows casually. comfy. ]
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Date: 2022-12-02 05:45 am (UTC)[ But even though she grumbles, she's fine keeping their arms hooked. This is just fine. ]