[ But that's more than just the actual physical act of it, too; she's known that since the first time she screamed it at the end of the world, when it had been only her and the Beast of Pity. ]
[ She's quiet for a moment, then reaches out to grab Da Vinci's sleeve. ]
Is it really okay?
[ It's a silly question, and she knows it, but it still feels vitally important in a way she can't articulate. Is it okay to ask for things for herself, in spite of everything else she needs to do? ]
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Date: 2022-08-02 05:01 am (UTC)It doesn't really feel like a strength or anything right now. I have no idea what I'm doing.
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Date: 2022-08-02 05:23 am (UTC)What do you want to do, Ritsuka? Strip off the "ifs" and "buts". What's left?
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Date: 2022-08-02 06:30 am (UTC)I want to live.
[ But that's more than just the actual physical act of it, too; she's known that since the first time she screamed it at the end of the world, when it had been only her and the Beast of Pity. ]
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Date: 2022-08-02 01:09 pm (UTC)[ Gently, leaning over to kiss the top of her head. ]
Then live. Live as hard as you can. With everything that comes along with it.
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Date: 2022-08-02 11:26 pm (UTC)Is it really okay?
[ It's a silly question, and she knows it, but it still feels vitally important in a way she can't articulate. Is it okay to ask for things for herself, in spite of everything else she needs to do? ]
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Date: 2022-08-02 11:49 pm (UTC)[ She smiles, softly. ]
Yes. It's really okay. And when have I ever lied to you?
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Date: 2022-08-03 02:07 am (UTC)But that's okay.
[ Because where and when it matters, Ritsuka trusts her wholeheartedly. ]
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Date: 2022-08-03 02:19 am (UTC)[ she says this dryly but fondly. ]
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Date: 2022-08-03 02:43 am (UTC)[ She's not in any hurry to straighten from leaning on Da Vinci just yet, though. ]
I want to at least sleep on it. Be my best self for whatever happens next.
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Date: 2022-08-03 02:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-08-03 03:33 am (UTC)...What about you? Are you--I saw you got a gold star, but I really dunno where they got the idea you were dangerous...
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Date: 2022-08-03 03:47 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2022-08-03 03:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-08-03 04:57 am (UTC)[ She's both surprised and not, considering that. ]
...is this what you meant, when you said there was stuff you couldn't avoid, either?
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Date: 2022-08-03 05:04 am (UTC)[ It's out of her hands now. Which is almost a relief. ]
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Date: 2022-08-03 05:20 am (UTC)So like, things that I should be careful of? Or do I need to get a shovel?
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Date: 2022-08-03 06:11 am (UTC)[ There's a pause, and then: ]
I know you'll be fine whatever happens, but... if you can take the option that makes you happy, Da Vinci-chan, I want you to also go for it.
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Date: 2022-08-03 01:02 pm (UTC)Whatever makes them both happy will make me the happiest.
[ A pause of her own, and then she laughs. ]
That's between us, though. Saying things like that isn't good for the prideful rep.
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Date: 2022-08-03 10:55 pm (UTC)[ She puts a finger to her lips, grinning. ]
...But I'll hope for the best outcome, whatever that ends up being.
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Date: 2022-08-03 11:28 pm (UTC)