[He has stopped even processing Da Vinci and Avenger's conversation. He is storing the information in his brain so he can process it later. His expression has gone completely flat, even by the standards of Emmet's more insightful observation.]
[He can feel the difference now, in how much harder it is to tolerate the feelings of hatred, when he's more emotionally present.
But there's no point in being physically present when he can't be emotionally present for Emmet and Da Vinci. That's what he's here for! Emotional support!!]
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Date: 2022-09-06 12:05 am (UTC)[But, although he is exhausted and incredulous, that is still more emotions than he was showing a moment ago.]
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Date: 2022-09-06 12:15 am (UTC)How are you managing?
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Date: 2022-09-06 12:22 am (UTC)[He sounds more lucid explaining this at all, though.]
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Date: 2022-09-06 12:45 am (UTC)[He can feel the difference now, in how much harder it is to tolerate the feelings of hatred, when he's more emotionally present.
But there's no point in being physically present when he can't be emotionally present for Emmet and Da Vinci. That's what he's here for! Emotional support!!]
Ahh, my apologies...
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Date: 2022-09-06 12:46 am (UTC)[ He squeezes his hand again. ]
But . . . you are making it easier for me. Thank you.
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Date: 2022-09-06 12:51 am (UTC)[He doesn't have a good ending to the sentence, and abandons the thought.]
You are welcome.
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Date: 2022-09-06 12:52 am (UTC)But he's still moving, at least. ]
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Date: 2022-09-06 01:16 am (UTC)[He is recycling a compliment that Da Vinci gave him. But it worked on him a little, so he has to hope it will work here too.]
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Date: 2022-09-06 01:19 am (UTC)[ let's keep going. ]