[her explanation makes so much sense, and it resonates with Akira, somewhere deep inside his heart. he falls silent and takes a few more bites of curry, savoring the flavor as he absorbs her words]
"If he hadn't, we wouldn't be here," she says, not unkindly. "Ah, maybe not 'here' in the sense of... whatever place Master is in right now. But she wouldn't be my Master--she wouldn't have any of us here, if he had not."
"That girl..." Boudica grimaces. "Honestly, I don't know what they were thinking, putting all of it on her. Beggars can't be choosers, I suppose. And we were all in a fairly desperate situation. ...We still are."
There's a pause, and Boudica actually sighs, looking away briefly.
"That's complicated," she says at last. "She isn't. But she is. There's a lot that we've put on her, even when it wasn't fair. There'll be more, too. Some of it, there's no help for her.
"But she has me." She puts a hand to her chest. "She has everyone who has answered her call. And that's not nothing."
"Don't fight him," she says firmly. "Not that I don't think you're weak or anything. But he's not the sort of thing that's meant to be fought by a single person. I don't care what your pride says, if you think it's a wise idea to die in this place, I'd have to knock you out right here."
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 01:28 am (UTC)Did he ever. . . act on his pity?
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 01:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 01:34 am (UTC)[he's smiling, but he sounds a little rueful]
Rituska's been through a lot, hasn't she? She tries to hide it. . . but honestly, she's not very good at it.
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 01:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 01:45 am (UTC)Whatever responsibilities she had thrust upon her- she knows she isn't alone.
Right?
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 01:52 am (UTC)"That's complicated," she says at last. "She isn't. But she is. There's a lot that we've put on her, even when it wasn't fair. There'll be more, too. Some of it, there's no help for her.
"But she has me." She puts a hand to her chest. "She has everyone who has answered her call. And that's not nothing."
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 01:55 am (UTC)I'm glad for that. She deserves that support.
[said quietly, but earnestly. and then, with an exhale—]
If I manage to find this Beast I, do you have any advice on how to deal with him?
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 02:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 02:56 am (UTC)Based on what you've told me, I don't think I'd want to fight him, anyway.
. . . he may be the embodiment of humanity's sin, but even he has a right to exist.
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 03:19 am (UTC)"No wonder she likes you," she says. "That's the sort of thing she'd say."
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 03:25 am (UTC)Mmm. . . maybe we're more alike than either of us think.
[polishing off the curry and placing his utensil aside, fingers linked and hands stretched in front of him]
Thank you for the food-- and the help. It was delicious.
The-- ah. The curry, not the help.
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 04:51 am (UTC)"Come back some other time! When things are a bit less what they are right now. You can meet some of the others."
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 12:03 pm (UTC)I will; I promise.
[AND THEN HE IS LEAVING, through a door that he didn't enter from]
no subject
Date: 2022-09-06 06:42 pm (UTC)