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[fujimaru]

Ritsuka Fujimaru | 藤丸 立香
19(?) / F / Who knows!!

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[fujimaru]

I don't know! I can't really make those choices for you.

[ But as bashful as she is, she's also visibly pleased, peeking at him under her lashes as she eats. As it turns out, sometimes, you really just feel good when someone you like likes you back. ]

[impostorsyndrome]

[She's making eyes at him! And he feels like a stupid teenager about it! There's a definite flutter in his chest meeting her eyes, and he's just going to finish up the last of his meal so they can get out of here and . . . they're just taking a walk, but that sounds pretty nice right now.]

There's nothing I've disliked so far. I dunno about you, but I'm having a good time.

[fujimaru]

Yeah?

[ So maybe she's a little overly eager in asking that, and she can't help but laugh at herself a beat later. He said so, right? She's happy to trust him like this. ]

Me too. I was--uh, I've been looking forward to it since you texted me earlier.

[impostorsyndrome]

Honestly, I've been thinking about it since that time at the . . .

[He cannot bring himself to say sex shop in this restaurant. Kadoc glances back and forth, and no one is listening anyway, and whispering it would make him feel literally twelve years old. But he can't do it! He rubs his face.]

. . . store.

[fujimaru]

The--...

[ Oh. That store. Ritsuka cuts herself off with a squeak, her eyes going wide and her face going pink. There's a moment where she looks around the room anxiously, as if any of the other tables might realize too, and then she finally looks at him again. ]

Uh. I. That's kind of... um. Flattering, somehow?

[impostorsyndrome]

It's not 'cuz I was being a creep about that outfit you had on or anything, just to get that outta the way.

[He doesn't want her to think he only decided to go for it because of that! But also, admittedly,]

. . . But you did look amazing in it. Just saying. That was just, you know, a bonus. Not the reason I started thinking about it.

[fujimaru]

That's... I wasn't thinking you were being a creep.

[ Really, he'd been almost gentlemanly in comparison to what Ritsuka thinks of as being a creep. She'd meant it when she said that she was flattered by his admission. ]

If--you weren't weird about it, so... the fact that you liked it is... nice.

[impostorsyndrome]

Yeah . . . I did. A lot.

[But even now, he's worried that putting too fine a point on it will tip over into creepiness anyway, even though now that he feels halfway free to say it, he's desperate to express it. He's been holding it inside all this time!]

[fujimaru]

Well, uh...

[ Now she's the one fidgeting, glancing from side to side, like she's expecting someone to pop out of the woodwork and eavesdrop at the last second. Honestly, since they're in a restaurant, it's not entirely unlikely, but... finally, she clears her throat. ]

I still have it. The outfit. Just so you know.

[impostorsyndrome]

[Oh geez. Oh man. Kadoc leans in a little over the table, totally unconsciously, his voice lowering. She's telling him this! Does that mean . . . he doesn't want to read too much into it, but . . . ahhhh. Aaahhh!]

. . . You ever worn it?

[fujimaru]

N--not yet...

[ Not yet. She knows what this might imply, and she's embarrassed as hell, but she's also not taking it back. She knows what she's doing, kind of. And she wants him to know, to make of the knowledge what he will. ]

[impostorsyndrome]

[He knows and he knows she knows! Ahhhhh! Kadoc is visibly flushed, ears bright pink, looking at her over his hand. But there's definite interest in his gaze, and he can't help but linger on her a little, thinking about it. Remembering—shit. She'd looked so good. He hadn't been allowed to really take her in that time, but what if now . . . ?]

Yeah . . . well, you should tell me about it. If you ever do put it on.

[fujimaru]

Don't worry, you'll be the first to know.

[ Because frankly, there is no way Ritsuka is ever GOING to put that thing on unless he's there, or if she ever gets the guts to take a sexy selfie. Or anything along those lines. She ducks her head, glancing at him sidelong to gauge his reaction to that. ]

[impostorsyndrome]

[Oh, he likes it. He's watching her, and . . . she wouldn't look at him that way if she didn't want him to like it, right? Maybe it's okay to give her a quick look up and down, just a little heated, and nod. Though he's still nervous enough about doing so that he swallows audibly when he does, too.]

. . . Looking forward to it.

[fujimaru]

[ She meets his gaze for a moment, long enough for it to feel Significant, then looks away, clearing her breath. That had... actually felt pretty nice? She's been stared at before and found that a highly unpleasant experience, but in this situation, with this man and this point they've found themselves in? She finds she likes it a lot. ]

If--if you're good, it might be sooner than later.

[impostorsyndrome]

[Ohhhh. Ohhh if he's good! He can be a good boy! Her saying it like that is embarrassingly exciting, too, in a way he decides he probably shouldn't let on to too easily. It's a little soon for . . . that. He clears his throat.]

I'll just have to be a—good. Be good. I mean, if you've got any requests, I'm all ears. Ways I can be good to you.

[fujimaru]

Ways...

[ Ways he can be good to her?! Ahhhh??

She goes bright red, clearing her throat and trying not to fidget. ]

Just... just spending time with me is a good start. I want--I'd like your attention...?

[ That feels like too much to ask for, but she's doing it! She's asking! ]

[impostorsyndrome]

[Ahhh! He didn't even mean it suggestively! But now he's thinking about it that way! They're both just sitting here being blushy and awkward, but at least it's not just him?!]

You can have all you want. I'd like that too . . . I don't wanna be too clingy, so just let me know if I come on too strong.

[fujimaru]

I don't think there's any way you could be more clingy than some Servants...

[ But she does understand where he might be coming from with that, and she ducks her head a little, peeking up at him. ]

Right now, though, I think I'd kind of like it.

[impostorsyndrome]

Heh. Am I gonna have to start watching my back here?

[Uh oh. He didn't think of that. She does have Servants here! Are any of them the types to come after him for this? He already had to deal with that with Gareth and he wasn't even dating her!]

[fujimaru]

None of the really dangerous ones are here. But I'd protect you.

[ She's not sure even the obvious will get through to Kiyohime, but she'll figure something out. Let her live and date a boy that she likes, ]

[impostorsyndrome]

Physically or emotionally? . . . Don't get me wrong. I'm not asking 'cuz I'm thinking of backing off. I wouldn't let that happen. I'm just curious about what to expect at this point.

[He very well might have backed off, another time, in the past. It's not like he's not still nervous about taking a stand now. But he can't just let that prospect chase him off!]

[fujimaru]

Both.

[ She can say that without hesitation. It's a thing she's thought about before--not with him, not explicitly, but the simple idea of having someone she likes, someone she might end up dating when there are still Servants hovering around. Kadoc is one of the few people where she's less worried about, now that he's in this position; he might end up bullied, but at least he knows what a Servant can be like--and what her Servants can be like. ]

I wouldn't blame you if you did wanna back off because of them... but they'll definitely try to haze you. Not all of them, but enough.

[impostorsyndrome]

Hazing's way less than what I deserve from Chaldea's Servants. If they stick to just that? They're going easy on me.

[Most of them have, so far. Kadoc's still not really over that. He'd definitely expected to be murdered in cold blood the first time he ran into Beowulf on that caravan.]

[fujimaru]

More people like you than you give yourself credit for. And besides...

[ She reaches for his hand again, squeezing it gently between both of hers. ]

It's pretty common for someone we were just fighting to show up in Chaldea not long after. They're pretty used to it... but the fact that you remember means a lot to me.